{"id":4272,"date":"2025-10-17T02:00:47","date_gmt":"2025-10-17T10:00:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/?p=4272"},"modified":"2025-10-16T19:43:16","modified_gmt":"2025-10-17T03:43:16","slug":"so-tired-of-being-angry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/2025\/10\/17\/so-tired-of-being-angry\/","title":{"rendered":"So Tired of Being Angry"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m very angry these days.<\/p>\n<p>Some people think that\u2019s a good thing, that if people get angry enough they\u2019ll do something.<\/p>\n<p>I think that\u2019s bullshit. Dangerous bullshit.<\/p>\n<p>Back in my karate days, my teacher sometimes tried to make me angry to make me fight better. It never worked.<\/p>\n<p>Here\u2019s the thing: I get angry when I feel like there\u2019s nothing I can do.<\/p>\n<p>Now maybe if you made me angry enough to trigger blind rage, I might act, but I\u2019m pretty sure the resulting action would not be a good thing. In general, people responding out of rage cause a lot of harm, even if their rage is justified.<\/p>\n<p>What I need in order to act is to be centered enough to see options.<\/p>\n<p>And it\u2019s really fucking hard to keep my center these days in spite of forty years in martial arts, because there\u2019s just so much destruction and harm going on and many of the tools we have available are slow and ineffective or \u2013 even worse \u2013 compromised.<\/p>\n<p>So I\u2019m angry, though I\u2019m struggling to find enough center to do something constructive.<\/p>\n<p>On the \u201chow to deal with the destruction of the United States\u201d front \u2013 a major reason why I\u2019m angry \u2013 I have become involved with <a href=\"https:\/\/unbreaking.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Unbreaking<\/a>, which is an organization documenting the damage done to our government and the responses to it.<\/p>\n<p>It took me awhile, but I\u2019ve found a niche there working on summarizing litigation in the data security area. I spent years working as a legal editor and reporter, so combing through opinions and dockets is something I know how to do.<\/p>\n<p>Figuring out what\u2019s happening and summarizing it: that\u2019s something I can do. So it helps.<\/p>\n<p>But some of the other things I\u2019m angry about are not directly tied to the current regime destroying most of what actually worked in the U.S. government. Rather, they are things that would exist even if we had responsible leadership in Washington. <!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Our electric bills keep going up because PG&amp;E is an investor-owned utility that puts its shareholders way ahead of its customers. Their online bill-paying system is also borked, which just adds to my irritation.<\/p>\n<p>PG&amp;E is also trying to undermine rooftop solar because they make more money out of power lines. Mind you, I live in the part of the San Francisco Bay Area that is referred to as \u201cthe sunny side of the Bay.\u201d PV on all the roofs that get sun coupled with batteries would more than power the East Bay.<\/p>\n<p>Don\u2019t forget the idiocies of health care. I had to pay out of pocket for a medical test ordered by my doctor this year because even though the smart minds in medicine think it is an excellent way to determine risks for heart disease, insurance (including Medicare) has decided not to cover it.<\/p>\n<p>It wasn\u2019t a lot of money \u2013 compared to problems people have when their life-saving surgery is cancelled, it isn\u2019t even worth complaining about.<\/p>\n<p>Also, the cost of my drug plan is about to double, which means I need to figure out if I can get a better one. Mind you, the only prescription drug I take is an established generic and I\u2019m pretty sure that if I paid the whole cost out of pocket I\u2019d spend way less than I do for the drug plan.<\/p>\n<p>I mean, a lot of the things that grate on me are relatively small \u2013 I\u2019m pretty fortunate. They just add up, and also make it clear that other people are really getting screwed.<\/p>\n<p>But there are the bigger things that aren\u2019t just caused by our disaster of a federal government. There\u2019s climate change, for example. There was just a record storm surge in Alaska from the remnants of a typhoon (a typhoon is what you call a hurricane when it\u2019s in the Pacific Ocean). It&#8217;s just the most recent example of weather disasters.<\/p>\n<p>Even here in California, where we pay lip service to progressive values, there isn\u2019t near enough being done to counter climate change. Solar and wind are getting to be incredibly cheap, but note what I said about PG&amp;E earlier.<\/p>\n<p>Then there\u2019s the absurd failure to learn from the pandemic. I see all kinds of moaning about the effect of the lockdowns and online school, but I don\u2019t see any effort to make sure all public indoor spaces have the kind of ventilation and filtration needed to minimize transmission of airborne viruses.<\/p>\n<p>Not to mention that we still don\u2019t have any vaccines to block transmission of Covid \u2013 despite plenty of good research done on that. And that\u2019s in addition to the absolute destruction of public health by the brain worm in charge of Health and Human Services.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve got quite a long list of other things, but you get the gist. (I haven&#8217;t even mentioned so-called &#8220;AI.&#8221;)<\/p>\n<p>What really makes me angry is that we have the skill and knowledge to do something about all these things. As the saying goes, this isn\u2019t rocket science or brain surgery. We just keep not doing them.<\/p>\n<p>So I\u2019m angry.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s getting old, being angry.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m very angry these days. Some people think that\u2019s a good thing, that if people get angry enough they\u2019ll do something. I think that\u2019s bullshit. Dangerous bullshit. Back in my karate days, my teacher sometimes tried to make me angry to make me fight better. It never worked. Here\u2019s the thing: I get angry when [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[17],"tags":[312,311,1141,1053,1097],"class_list":["post-4272","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rants","tag-anger","tag-climate-change","tag-government-destruction","tag-health-care","tag-unbreaking"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4272","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4272"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4272\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4274,"href":"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4272\/revisions\/4274"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4272"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4272"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4272"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}