{"id":666,"date":"2020-10-02T02:00:01","date_gmt":"2020-10-02T10:00:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/?p=666"},"modified":"2020-10-01T16:31:04","modified_gmt":"2020-10-02T00:31:04","slug":"car-parked","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/2020\/10\/02\/car-parked\/","title":{"rendered":"Car, parked."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-667\" src=\"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/car-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"car\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/car-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/car-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/car-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/car-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/car-2048x1536.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/>On March 13, I filled the car with gas because we were planning a trip to visit my sweetheart\u2019s mother for her 90th birthday. But the next day we both woke up feeling a little under the weather, so we decided we shouldn\u2019t go.<\/p>\n<p>Four days later, the Bay Area set up a shelter-in-place to slow down the pandemic.<\/p>\n<p>I haven\u2019t put gas in the car since. According to the gauge, there\u2019s about three-quarters of a tank available.<\/p>\n<p>At a rough guess, I\u2019ve driven the car about a hundred miles in the last six and a half months. To put that in perspective, I\u2019ve walked about 850 miles in that same period.<\/p>\n<p>Now it\u2019s not unusual for me to walk more than I drive when I\u2019m not traveling. I live in a very walkable neighborhood. And I\u2019m even driving to run some errands right now; when you buy two weeks worth of groceries at once or are picking up a farm box instead of browsing the booths at the farmer\u2019s market, a car is useful. <!--more--><\/p>\n<p>But it\u2019s road trips that put the miles on my car, and I haven\u2019t been on any. I\u2019ve only left my neighborhood a few times. Those walking miles were built up going around the block and occasionally venturing to the next neighborhood over to pick up books from the library or the bookstore, both of which have very efficient curbside pickup.<\/p>\n<p>I haven\u2019t taken public transit since mid-March, either. Which is to say, I haven\u2019t been much of anywhere except around the block for a long time.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s getting old, but I\u2019m not planning to change the pattern much. I\u2019m meeting up with friends for distanced walks (wearing masks), but the pandemic is far from under control.<\/p>\n<p>Lately, though, the pandemic hasn\u2019t been our only worry. We\u2019ve got wildfires up and down California, and while they haven\u2019t posed a risk to my neighborhood, the smoke from them has seriously affected our air quality.<\/p>\n<p>A lot of people saw the pictures of the San Francisco Bay Area with the orange sky a few weeks back. Yep, that\u2019s what it looked like from my bedroom window.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s not as bad this time, but as I write this I\u2019m inside with the windows shut. It\u2019s warm outside and we don\u2019t have air conditioning because most of the time in the Bay Area you don\u2019t need air conditioning. I also haven\u2019t done the walking I wanted to do today, because I don\u2019t want to breathe that smoke.<\/p>\n<p>Now I know I\u2019m lucky. I haven\u2019t caught the virus. No one among my family and friends has died from the virus, though some have been quite sick.<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t have to go out to work or otherwise risk my life to make sure I have a place to live and food on the table.<\/p>\n<p>I live with someone I love and we figured out early on that we were comfortable living together in a small space. So I\u2019m neither isolated nor overwhelmed by lack of personal space.<\/p>\n<p>I haven\u2019t had to evacuate because of the fires. Friends of mine have had to do that \u2013 <a href=\"https:\/\/treehousewriters.com\/wp53\/2020\/09\/23\/wildfire-journey-part-i\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Deborah Ross has written<\/a> about her experience \u2013 but I don\u2019t know anyone who has lost their home.<\/p>\n<p>We have a good air filter, so I can protect myself against the smoke so long as I stay inside.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m very lucky, but my heart still aches for all those people who aren\u2019t. I don\u2019t have to know people personally to feel all that suffering out there.<\/p>\n<p>Now, to top it all off, we have this damn election. And while it\u2019s pretty obvious that the criminal occupying the U.S. White House is losing, it\u2019s also obvious that he\u2019s got all kinds of vicious plans to cheat.<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t think anybody is completely convinced his cheats won\u2019t work. I read blogs and tweets from smart people who know more about the situation than I do, and try not to be either too frightened or too complacent.<\/p>\n<p>I didn\u2019t watch the so-called debate this week. (I did debate in high school and I know what a debate should look like. From what I can glean, this one didn\u2019t come close.) But a quick look at the news makes it clear that the whole situation is just getting uglier.<\/p>\n<p>Despair is not usually my problem. Anger, yes, but not despair. My response to crisis is usually to figure out something I can do.<\/p>\n<p>But the other night it occurred to me that I\u2019ve put a lot of trust in this election and I felt a surge of panic. What if the unthinkable happens again?<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m working on finding my center again, on figuring out things I can do. But it\u2019s a harsh time even if you\u2019re someone whose worst experiences this year have been that you haven\u2019t been anywhere and you\u2019re stuck inside because the air quality sucks.<\/p>\n<p>Breathe (if you can). Find something you can do. Try not to panic.<\/p>\n<p>With a little luck and effort, we get a respite from the ugly politics this year. If we get enough people who care about operating an effective government in office, we have a shot at bringing the pandemic under enough control and revitalizing our communities.<\/p>\n<p>But the fires \u2013 and the hurricanes and the heat waves and the sea level rise \u2013 aren\u2019t going away. Climate change is still the 800-pound gorilla of our time.<\/p>\n<p>Even with real leadership, things are going to stay rocky.<\/p>\n<p>Vote. Push for change. And fasten your seatbelts.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>On March 13, I filled the car with gas because we were planning a trip to visit my sweetheart\u2019s mother for her 90th birthday. But the next day we both woke up feeling a little under the weather, so we decided we shouldn\u2019t go. 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