In Troubled Times: Facing the Problem Squarely

Back in 2016, I posted a series of blogs entitled In Troubled Times. Today it seems fitting to remind myself that I survived then and will survive now. These thoughts are from Monday, December 5, 2016.

A few days ago, John Scalzi wrote in his blog, Whatever, “…the Trump administration and its enablers are going to make a mad gallop out of the gate to do a whole bunch of awful things, to overwhelm you with sheer volume right at the outset.”

Pretty shocking statement, huh? That was my first reaction. My second was that Scalzi is very likely correct. All the signs are there…all the signs that in my panic-stricken moments, I want to ignore so hard they go away.

My next reaction was to surrender my mind to a gazillion chattering monkeys, each with her own idea of What Must Be Done Right Now. I can work myself into a downright tizzy in no time this way. Not only that, I can paralyze myself with too many alternatives and no way to prioritize them, jumbling actions I might take with those that are impossible or unsafe (crazy-making) for me.

Any of this sound familiar?

It’s all based on a false choice. I don’t have to either prepare now for the logically impending “awful things” or play ostrich on the river in Egypt. But in order to see other, saner alternatives, I must first evict the Monkeys of Panic so I can regard the situation calmly.

We’re in for some hard times, and knowing that is a relief.

At first, it seems counter-intuitive to say that acknowledging we are in for some dark times comes as a relief. The relief is because instead of nebulous fears running rampant, bursting into exaggeration and melodrama at every turn, vulnerable to any sort of fact-free hype, I’ve stepped away from the emotional storm. I’m facing the problem squarely, as my tai chi teacher used to say. We’re in for some tough times, and likely there will be a whole slew of bad news in the early months of 2017.

When I’m no longer trying to deny or distort the way things are (for example, Trump’s cabinet choices and what is known about them, or what he has said he will or won’t do) I not only become calmer, but better able to see things I might do, alone or in solidarity with like-minded folks.

This is based on a simple truth that in order to act effectively, I need to be sane. I can’t be sane if I’m bouncing off the walls at every headline on social media. I could, of course, disengage entirely from social media and refuse to read or listen to any sort of news. But I don’t want to do that. I want to stay engaged, but in a mindful way. I want to know what I’m up against. Once I stop fighting the reality of what that is, I free myself to use my energy and time in productive ways. I don’t know exactly what form these tough times will take, but I don’t need to prepare for every twist and turn. I can trust my ability to respond appropriately and creatively.

 

5 thoughts on “In Troubled Times: Facing the Problem Squarely

  1. “Evict the Monkeys of Panic.” I had been trying to figure out what I was hoping to do, and it’s this. Acknowledge that things are going to be dreadful, then take a deep breath and slow down enough to make sensible, useful plans. It would be easy, almost comforting, to slide into panic. But it won’t help. Out they go. And go again, when they come back (because the suckers will, I know.)

  2. I know that I have to be centered to act effectively, so I am trying to pay attention to your sensible words. However, the rage I feel is never far below the surface. Some people find anger motivating and useful; I am not one of them.

    Still, as Madeleine said, I’ll work on re-centering on a regular basis so that I can be useful in the right spot.

    1. Years ago, I ran across the concept of emotional sobriety. It was in the context of feeling rotten and hung-over after certain social interactions, but the same can apply to my own emotional states. I started paying attention to the thoughts/attitudes/speech that left me feeling irritable or hopeless. I can’t always refrain from them, but I can pay attention to how I feel afterward. Sometimes, after years of practice, I can pause, remind myself that I would never inflict that hung-over state on someone I cared about, and find diversion.

      That said, so many folks are feeling angry, dispirited, rudderless, desperate, you name it. In my own life, I fare better when I give those powerful, uncomfortable feelings space enough so that I can move through them.

      1. I like the idea of emotional sobriety. I’ve got some idea of what triggers me right now — enough so that I can stop reading articles or listening to podcasts that will push that button, even though I may agree with what I’m reading.

        What I’m looking for right now is something I can do that feels constructive and is something I believe in.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *